I am the fragile shell and the light
I push everyone away with my heart open
I am wounded yet I am strong
I am crying and I am smiling
Here I am
Bleeding out and donating my strength
I am a bitch and I am loving
I stay inside to weep and I go out to dance
I am talking shit about you and calling to see if you’re okay
There are two sides
I am cranky and I am bubbly
I’ll take my shit out on you and then ask how your day was
I will bring you a gift then steal your lighter
Here is the paradox
I wake up early and stay up late to write
I am not to be trusted yet people believe in me
I’m star bright but not without darkness
I am the ocean
Boundless
I am a yellow sunset
Fleeting
I am the snake strangling the mouse
Power
And I am the mouse getting strangled by the snake
Weakness
And amidst all of it: I am the sun burn and I am the moon glow